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Salam. Today is Hari Raya Qurban. cehh. hehe. well, like always, me and my family are gathering at our nenek's house. After all, this raya is not as merrier as before because some of my cousins are not here. Miss them. ;(

Oh oh. Btw, I didn't go to the place where they slaughtered the cows and watch they do that because I am so sleepy and ended up with sleeping till afternoon. haha.

There are lots of food that have been prepared and cooked by aunts, mummy and grandma. And they are Nasi ala2 Kak Wok, Nasi Ayam, Pudding, Chocolate and Blueberry cakes, and also Sup tulang and daging goreng. YUMMY! But, I can't eat it all up because of my condition now. FYI, strangely, now I'm having appetite loss due to what which is I am not really sure. Even I do feel so hungry, but its so hard for me to eat like I did before. Haihh! Risau jugak. Hopefully, it will be back in normal mode soon. Heh! :p

Well, enough about Raya. Need to rest for a while and, looking forward to the next post. :))

Oh, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha ppl. ;)

Decision making!

Yes you! I'm letting you go. I've realized that you are not belong to us or me anymore. So, do whatever you want, i'm ok with it. Spread your wings and just fly happily. We will always support you no matter what. And I do hope that you made the right choice in your life if only A can make you happy. And please don't forget about us! I Love You! ;)

And this one goes especially for you dear. I don't know if what I'm doing now is something really ridiculous or might be so stupid. But, honestly what I do feel about you is something so weird and special. I really miss our good old days together. Maybe I have been hypnotized by your beautiful words these days. Never thought that I could fall for you AGAIN. But, I am not so sure with it. It might be I just caught up with the past. But then, I really want you to know that what is keep running in and out of my mind lately and until right now is only about YOU!

starlight tears

ok, currently, i sgt2 sedih. :'(

i have to say goodbye to all my setan's besties. Haha.

hmm. InsyaAllah, kalau xde yg repeat nanti, this coming December, I'll pursue my degree in Gombak. Rasa mcm excited jahh nak masuk sana, but at the same time I rasa mcm I'm not that ready yet. I xnak tinggal Nilai ni. walaupun org kutuk UIA Nilai ni mcm rumah kongsi la, ceruk la, tp, kat sini la segala2nya bagi saya. Sometimes, I do feel that here is the place where I belong. Thanks to my wonderful friends for made my world, sayanggsss.!

Jombis, Maiyi sayang jomb sampai bila2. Igt tu. Rasa mcm x dpt terima je lg yg kita dah x dpt duk skali utk next sem. Rasa mcm ada batu kat dlm dada ni bila igt jomb. Jomb la racun, jomb jugak la penawar hati ni. Thanks syg for loving me all this time being. I do love you with all my heart and soul. Sumpahhh! Accepting the fact that I have to be apart from you makes me really sad and JK. Please don't forget me as I will always remember of you.

Ok lahhhhhh. My tears just started falling down and I just can't stop it right now. This post has to be ended here. Full stop.

Thinking of You

I don't know why I always think about him lately.
So weird act. Huhh.
I wonder if he's okay or not, what is he doing right now, and bla bla bla.
I am sure that he is not missing me at all just like I do. Haha!
Anyways, what to do when my heart says so. I just being honest with myself.



Yes, currently, I miss him so hell much!!

Thinking of You

I don't know why lately I have been thinking anout him

Tak sedar

Waaa. This coming Sunday dah nak Raya dah. Saya x rasa pun nak raya n x sedar pun yg Ramadhan dah nak habis.

Hmm. x tau la knp bila dah besar ni rasa mcm x excited nak raya mcm kecik dulu. Kalau dulu, lagi seminggu nak raya, hari2 try baju raya, kasut raya. Sekarang ni, kalau xde baju raya pun x kesah mana pon. Tp, yg plg best, dpt makaaannn! Itu yg x berubah! Haha!

Anyways, baju Raya dah siap dibeli. Kasut pun dah. So, habiskan puasa, tunggu Family semua balik, dgr announcement si tua kat tv tu bila tarikh Raya and Jum, kita Raya. Haha! ;)

But, on the 3rd day of Raya, I have to go back again in Nilai for my final examinations. *sigh*

Study satu apa pun x start lagi. Mcm mana nak pass ni? haihh. Buku kemain lg banyak bawak balik, tp x terusik pun. haha. Mati la. Saya memang pemalas seperti selalu. Ada masalah? Memang ada, saya la masalahnya. Haha!

Harapan: Dpt duit raya byk2, boleh buat mkn McD dgn Jomb, Kating, Nyah, Mom, Abang, Cik Lembut, Pikah Yee(ini semua nama ahli2 mcDelivery yg paling kerap order. Kami memang kaya. Hahaha)bila stay up nak exam nanti. LOL!

apa sudah jadi kpd saya??

ohh. what happened to me??

sekarang ni saya selalu je tdo lepas bukak puasa n bangun around 2 a.m. and sambung tdo balik around 7.a.m.

sgt tidak normal waktu tdo saya. huhh!

my mom pun dah bising. dia kata nak keluar mkn mlm2 pon x boleh sebab I asek tdo jek. Mcm baru balik overseas pulak. Susah nak adapt time tdo. Haha! See how pathetic I am. Duhh!

Saya rasa ini semua terjadi mungkin sebab time kat Nilai, I, together with my friends used to stay up 'til morning and sleep after Subuh especially bulan puasa ni. Haha! X pernah lagi kot ktorang tdo kalau tak lepas Subuh. Menggila x menggila kami. Huhh. Ktorang ni suka sgt bergosip, makan n buat bising. Kadang2, main dgn kakti kesayangan. Haha! Sebab tu la xtdo.

And now when I got back home, benda tu still x leh nak ubah. Xleh tdo mlm2! Kalau kat dorm boleh la borak2, main2 ngan jombis tersayang. Tp, kat rumah sape la yg nak layan kita ni kan. haha. lgpun org sume letih tgh mlm, nak rest sbb dorg xtdo lepas bukak puasa mcm I. Haha!

so good to be home.

Hey, its been quite a very long time I don't blogging. Haha! Maybe I am not very into this just like what jombies said. But, this time I have decided to start it all over again because I am deeply truly missing my friends and this blog absolutely will be a good medium to express it all. Haihh.

I dah balik rumah terchenta ni. Best sgt sbb boleh tgk tv, tdo, mkn sedap2 n of course theres nothing else that can make us happy selain balik rumah n gather with family. But, exams are coming after this raya. Adoii. Sgt stress actually. Tp, what to do. Huhu! If I pass all of the subjects, InsyaAllah this coming December I'll be in Gombak persuing my degree. But, geng2 saya byk gerak tahun depan sbb dorg ada satu sem lg kat Nilai. Hajat di hati nak gerak sama2, tp nk buat mcm mana. Study planned saya memang dah mcm tu. Ikut je la. Duhh!

To all my friends, especially Jombiss, Mom, Nyah, Kating, Latto, Ida n Pkah. I MISS YOU ALL LIKE HELL! :(

for hs Group 5, Rindu korang mcm nak mati. Rindu nak buat bising dlm cls ngan korang lagi. :(

to bapak, ibu, kak ngah, kak cik, n our lovely adik: Kak long rindu kalian! :(

my space!

my space xleh bukak pulak dahh. cam sial dowhh! haihh. so geram lahh. vaviiiiiiiiii!



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ape yg dah jadi dgn saya? saya juga tidak tahu.

i'm happy with my life now but sometimes I do feel like my life is sucks.

maybe because of the loneliness yg melanda diri ini.

saya mmg rindu keluarga saya di saat dan ketika ini and also my friends dulu2.
rindu mereka mcm nak mati.

OMG! This emptiness is killing me.
ouh2. :(







p/s:thanx jomb for your guide regarding to this blog. love u, no matter what people say okie. bear that in mind. hee. :)

missing is painful

i miss them so hell much. i keep on thinking about them and that makes me sick and miserable.

i know they would feel the same rite? i really need to see them as soon as possible. OMGA! now i've realised that missing is hurting

i miss my family~

;(

to my dearest jombisss

meiya dah buat blog ni semata2 sbb jomb tau. hehe.

i pn rindu nk mkn nasi lemak tu. nanti kita g beli sama2 okie.

lotsa luv: meiya ya shoda :)

ahlan wasahlan to myself!

finally, ive been able to have my own blog..*for the sake of jombisssss..*

peace!~ hidup the pacheroh!!!!